Forgivness And Letting Go

Hi again. Today I want to share a personal story.. Ever since I was a little girl I have struggled with forgiving others but most of all I have struggled with forgiving myself.. I guess I never fully forgave myself after all the pain and self hurt I had done. I had not forgiven myself for hurting others.. I was holding so much in that it started to make me bitter.. I was having such a hard time letting go of pain, hurt, anger and more things. I started praying and seeking The Fathers face more and more.. I wanted to forgive myself I just did not know how? One night I was praying and crying in deep worship and I cried out to the Father Please tell me I’m forgiven. As soon as I finnished saying that I heard a loud clear voice say “Mariah, I forgive you! I love you” I looked around and no one was there! I honestly believe that I heard The Heavenly Father speak to me! I felt like I could let everything go, I felt like I could sing and worship in spirit and truth! It is so freeing! If you cry out  the Father will hear your prayer! It’s not that he had not forgiven me before that time but after I heard his voice it was like I could Finally forgive my self! Right now I want each of my friends to be able to let go and To forgive yourself that way you can be Free In Messiah Yeshua! You are made clean and forgiven! ~Mariah 



Hello all, During the past few weeks I have had a lot of stress. And I have had a lot of people come to me saying they are stressed out. Y’all this is an attack against The Fathers Children. Trying to devide against families and Freinds.. we have to stand strong. friends… I want to encourage each of you all to fight for the ones you love!  It says so many times in scriptures “do not worry” “do not Fear” I will put some verses below that I have found by doing word studies. 

I have learned when I am stressed out or upset to Turn on some praise and worship music , open my bible, open my heart to what the Father is showing me & to pray and Seek His face. He will show us things in a much deeper way then you Can Imagine! 
The Father has amazing Plans and every time He try’s to get the Body of Believers together it’s like the Enemy comes and Try’s to distract, destroy and Devive.. 

Friends we must not let the enemy work in us. We must unite in truth! We must join together in worship and prayer! There is so much power in prayer and We all need to have the boldness to pray for each other and to bless one another! 

Thank you for taking time to read and Listen to my heart!

Blessings ~Mariah Kay

P.S I have some Exciting news I will release in a couple weeks hopefully! 

Matthew 6:25-34 Proverbs 3:5-6 Romans 8:38-39 Philippians 4:6-7 Matthew 11:28-30 Psalms 55:22 Psalms 23:4 Psalms 56:3

Learning to be a light..

IMG_0305.JPGHello all,

It has been way too long since my last post.. I am going to start writing more, I hope everyone has been well.. lately I have had a lot going on.. a lot of decisions that can change my life forever.. I have had some tough times and decisions I just don’t know how to answer.. like where I am going to go or what I am going to be and I think I finally have decided what I am going to do. I am going to be happy where the father has me for now.. I am going to trust in his timing and learn to be a light where He has me right now.. I am going to have hope, I am going to have Joy, I am going to have Peace.. I am going to have His love in my life and his Light In my eyes that way when people see me and talk to me they can see his reflection through my eyes.. I want to be a light to this dark world.. I want to shine like never before.. I want people to be able to look at me and say She is a Child of the most High! She has a relationship with her prince (Yeshua).. each and everyday and in every situation we can chose to be a light or to blend in with this world and to  compromise or lower our standards.. but as Children of the most High we must not blend in, conpromise our life, lower our standerds.. and we are supposed to stand out and be a light.. we are supposed to be walking and Livig examples of the fathers love for his children.. we are supposed to be a light and a guide to those who do not know of The Fathers Love.. for now on when you see someone passing you on the street that looks sad reach out to them show them Yeshua’s Love, pray for them.. maybe it’s someone you have never seen or someone you see every day but don’t say Hi.. I am learning how to be bold and shine Yeshua’s light to this world maybe it’s to reach out to a homeless person or pray for someone you walk by in the store maybe it’s the person who always gets your coffee in the morning or ice cream in the evening.. you may not know how much a little hello or I am praying for you or how can I pray for you could mean to someone.. everyone needs to know how much Their king loves them.. some feel rejected or lost and you can bring them closer to that light just by a simple word or a gentle smile.. but no matter what shine his Light and love.. be an example to others.. sometimes behind a broken looking person can be a genuine soft heart ready to hear the truth.. be prepared to share everywhere you go! I hope you all have a wonderful week!


I found out my password finally.. so Hopefully that means more post.. 🙂


Keep shinning and Sharing His Love.


Many Blessings, Mariah K.

No One Else Can Play Your Part

Shalom all long time no post..

I lost My Brother just under 2 months ago… there is not a day that goes by I don’t think of him or cry for him! I miss him so very much! He was such a Godly example to look up to and Such a light to this dark world! I had sent a card about 3 weeks before he passed and found it a few days ago but I had said “oh Zechariah I love you so much I don’t know how I would ever live my life without you” 😔 He was such an inspiration to me and saved my life so many times! And encouraged me to live a more pure life devoted to God! There are days that are easier because they are full of distractions that make me think of other things like good times and memories! But there are days like last Saturday night we where printing off pictures of him an our family and I started crying cause it just does not feel right? How can it already be alomst 2 months? No one else could ever replace the love and compassion he showed to me and everyone he met! Sometimes you just have to remember that he wants you to move on he wants you too be happy he wants you to live life and have peace in knowing that he is now in a better place with no more pain or tears no more hate or fear! For he is in the shadow of the almighty worshipping him in spirit and in truth! Some days I won’t understand why they go by easier than others but I know he wants us to think on the good times not the fact that he is no longer here in person but the times where we could laugh over the craziest things  oh those days where the best!! Oh how I miss you Zechariah!

I want everyone to know Zechariah wants you to live on! He wants you to keep serving Yah he wants you to never give up faith or hope in one day seeing him again! I really look forward to the day where I can Run into Zechariah’s arms and dance with him again!!! I look forward to meeting Yeshua face to face and Dancing with HIM!

Have peace in Knowing no one else can play your part you are important an special Yahweh has amazing Plans for YOU never give up keep shinning like the stars ✨!

You are made in the Image of Yah!  You are beautiful cause you are fearfully and wonderfully Made! 💖

In Loving Memory of Zechariah Bowling Born May 5th 1994- Entered Into Yeshua’s arms November 22 2016

Love you Zechariah!



Worship Yah in Spirit and truth

I am learning so much each day and growing closer and closer to Yahweh! he is showing me more things then I can think of sometimes it is tough on me but I need to remember to trust in Yahweh more and more.. I love Yahweh with all of my heart! 🙂 Yahweh is my light and my salvation whom shall I fear! I am following Yahweh in every way I can! I know I have not posted a lot lately! but I have been trying to stay up on my scripture reading and studying ! I am sorry for not keeping you all up to date! like can just be full of changes and work where I just dont have time to share!

I will worship Yahweh in spirit and truth!

I am really excited to say that I will be attending Camp Yeshua once again! I will be Jr staff again for the second time! This is my 4th year at camp! I feel like it is going to be an amazing time! I will hopefully be able to share with many youth like my life stories and experiences I have had! I love this growing experience!

btw I no longer have wifi at the house so I only have my laptop with me once every 6-8 weeks I will try and post more!

I love you all!

~Mariah Kay~

Praise you in this storm

I will praise you in this storm and I will lift my hands you are who you are no matter where I am every tear I cry you hold in your hands you never  left my side although my heart is torn I will praise you in this storm.

Last night while it was storming really bad I was at work and heard this song and it reminded me that no matter what storms we are going through Yahweh is by our side and with us no matter rough. I have several friends that have lost loved ones in the past few weeks and wanted to say that no matter what storms you are going through Yahweh is by your side and can bring you through anything!

I am so sorry for all the losses that you all have had also I am saddened by all that happened in France and that is happening in the world! we need to be in prayer! Be strong in  the storm and remember that Yeshua is by your side and that you are loved! Yeshua Loves you and so do I! Shalom Mariah Kay


Photo credit Toby Hoos!

Have a wonderful day

King Yeshua!

I Long for the day when the Messiah will return and Take us in his loving arms and care for us! I pray that I will be able to enter into his kingdom! It is such a blessing to have an amazing Father That truly cares for us!  He is so awesome! can you imagine your life without such an awesome King?

Psalms 37:4-7 Delight yourself In Yahweh; and he shall give you the desires of your heart.  Commit your ways to Yahweh and trust him and he shall bring it to pass. And he shall bring forth your righteousness as the dawn and your justice like the noonday Sun. Rest in Yahweh and wait patiently for Him. Fret not thyself because of him who prospereth in his ways. Because of the man who bringeth wicked devices to pass.

Yahwehs Love is so amazing! 😄💖

Love, shalom and Blessings Mariah kay!

Blsssed Beyond measure!

It seems Like I can never say this enough!  I am so truly Blessed! Yahweh has provided a job for me! and Amazing friends that I know Care about me! It is such a blessing! we have been working practicality non stop.. Life is full of that but Even in this hard time it is amazing How we are still able to serve Yahweh and worship him in sprirt and truth! Yahweh Is amazing! I hope you all are as Blessed as me! 🙂 Just continue to seek the Father! 🙂 Life is so busy for me to be posting as much I I should be!  I will try to keep up more ! ~Love Mariah Kay!


Shalom Y’all!

A few months ago I was praying before I did some dances in the room just for some time dancing with Yahweh after praying I was looking through my music and saw the song Overcome by Jeremy Camp. So I played it a couple times in a row and then just started to Dance. After Dancing to it a couple of times I changed it up a little more, then I did not do it for like 2 months… Like 4 weeks ago I was just listening to my music and ran over the song again just started to dance once again.. I shared the dance with a dear friend of mine and she learned it so very well! I did the dance during Sukkot along with my friend. we are planing on doing it during weekend of worship! I am really excited cause I feel like Yahweh gave me this dance!

Dancing is a beautiful thing that we do for our heavenly father but the world tries to pollute and ruin it. we need to take what is Yahwehs and restore his name to it!

Psalms 30:11 Thou has turned my mourning into dancing; Thou has put off my sackcloth, and girded me with Gladness.

Rejoice in Yahweh, wait patiently For him and trust him!

I will dance for my king as long as I live! Psalms 149;3 Let them praise His name in the dance: let them sing praises unto Him with the timbrel and harp!

Shalom and many blessings ~Mariah Kay

Sukkot 2015 and Weekend of worship October

שלום Shalom

Wow… Sukkot has already passed? It was a blessed time in Yahs word and Worship!  We had so much time to spend in Yahwehs word it was so amazing and that was my favorite part of Sukkot.

Now that Sukkot is sadly over. our Family is working hard on preparing for Weekend of Worship October 2015!

This event is our second one to hold. It is a weekend like none else! We had about 40 people last time on Shabbat well it looks like this time we will have about 50-65! It is a time of worship, study, dancing, praising & Staying up till you cant keep your eyes open any longer! unless you decied to go to bed early.. We really enjoyed the last one and I think this one is going to be better!

Come Let us worship and Bow Down before Yahweh our maker!

One Last thing I can not want to share with you all a Dancs I coragraphed 3 months ago we will be doing it during weekend of worship and will have it recorded and hopefully I can get it on YouTube and be able to share it with you all! 🙂

Blessings And Shabbat Shalom

~Mariah 💖