Over the past few months life has in no way been easy for me.. I have been dwelling on a lot of things with so much on my mind.. I was focused on so much stuff that brought no glory to Yahweh.. during Sukkot I had a new awakening and a new experience like never before.. I started crying and worshiping Yah.. I felt him call my name and say Mariah you are my beloved and I love you so much. You are my bride and I chose you! I started crying even harder.. I did not know how to take it.. My heart was full again I felt Yahs unconditional love and compassion.. I started thinking on all the times my Father had mercy on me.. and my family.. all the times I was unaware of his goodness.. I did not understand all the signs He had been trying to give me for so long.. he was saying Mariah I am with you! Mariah its going to be okay… even when He felt so far away He was right beside me and carrying me through the tough days.. I realized that it was going to be okay… and no matter what happened in life that He had a plan from the beginning.. My life was not the same after that experience .. My heart was changed and I was a new person.. my view on things in this life was completely different.. Yahweh did a work I never thought could be done.. It was like he did a open-Heart surgery.. Yahweh is the King of kings and he loves us more then we could ever imagine.. He sent his one and Only son to die on the stake for us and our sins.. He loves so so much unconditionally and we cant even fathom… His grace is enough and sufficient for us.. we need to look to him in every situation… during the hardest times in our life we see why we go through hard times..
Life is so beautiful.. the experiences we are a part of everyday shape who we are called to be in Messiah Yeshua! He calls us to be set apart examples of his life showing people the way to live.. what does it mean to live set apart?.. and to shine Yeshuas light?
We live set apart by saying no to satan and the world.. how we shine Yeshuas light is by saying no to the world and to the enemy… who is the true enemy.. Ephesians_6:12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
Have compassion on me oh Yahweh for I have failed you so much…. thank you for loving me… thank you for never giving up on me.. I love you Yah. I pray your blessings and love on anyone who reads this. I pray a fresh anointing on your People.. I ask for your healing on any sicknesses and pain… I thank you for your forgiveness and healing. IN YESHUAS Name Amen…
Be Blessed.. ~Mariah Kay